This may be a just a tad bit late but I was fortunate enough to go back home for Easter and it was so needed. There's always a sense of freedom and ease that comes when you move away from home, into your own place, but when the two years you've been away from home have been as hard as Ive had it, it's nice to be home with you mom and sister. I did spend the majority of the time doing hair but it was still lovely, even though my sister turned my room into a closet.
This year started a little rough for me. I was working three jobs, finally going back to school, dealing with physical aliments, and then dealt with an intense break up. But It has also been one of those years where God will break things off for better things to grow. Its blown my mind how everything has turned around. Im down to one job, still need more money but I'm not nearly as stressed day to day. I was feeling as if I were in a creative block, with all I had going on when the year started. At this exact moment in time, I have new clients, my creativity is over flowing and I can actually feel my self being awake and actually living.
On my twenty first birthday I was sick as a dog, in bed, unable to speak, unable to actually enjoy the day. But Saturday came and my friend took me to get my first legal drink, it was a Moscow Mule and it was delicious, and the whole experience and actual time spent with my friend was lovely. Its kind of weird now. I can now order a glass of wine when I go dinner. Turning Twenty One is such a milestone but really the only difference is that I can now buy "dranks".
The next day a handful of my friends came over and I baked spaghetti and just hung out at the house. I didnt want the whole drawn out stereotypical nigh out where people just go crazy and get stupid drunk and act trashy. I wanted to sit at home and eat comfort food with the people I care about and it was amazing. Of course they loved the food and that made my day.
This week of being twenty one has been so nice. It has been showing me that sE o much in my life is going right in what seems like so much wrong. It has been a reminder to just put my faith out there and not let negative energy build up. And if you're reading this you should try it out maybe life will be smoother for you.
